here's one story tt got me touched deep in da heart sia..haiz
it's called "a change for a dollar".. and i would like to share tis with all moi peepz.. here is goes.. try to picture da scenario:

(short excerpt):
" All he wanted was some juice. As tables full of high school students sat in Cafeteria B2 on that cloudy afternoon, he was thirsty. We sat near yet far away from him, fixing our hair and worrying about the test next period we hadn't studied for. He was far away from our world, yet forced to be part of it. No one understood him at all.

He stood at the drink machine with a purpose, fumbling through his wallet for some change. He came up with a crinkled dollar bill, and nervously glanced back at his table where other students of his special needs class were sitting obediently. With the stumbling coordination of a six-year old, he tried very hard to make the machine accept his money. After a few unsuccessful attempts, the snickers and comments began. People were laughing at how silly he was. Some were even throwing things at him and calling him "retard". He began to quiver, and his eyes misted with tears, not knowing what to do. I saw him turn to sit down, defeated. But for some apparent reason, he decided against it. He wasn't leaving until he got a drink.

With a determined expression, he continued to aimlessly thrust the dollar bill in the machine slot. Then something terrific happened. A popular senior rose from her seat, and with a genuine look of compassion on her face, went over to the boy. She explained patiently how the machine had a hard time accepting dollar notes, then gave the boy some change and showed him where to place it. The boy looked at her, gave her his dollar note and chose a flavour of fruit juice. Then the two walked off in different directions.

Although it was clear that they were from two very different worlds but at that point in time, for a short moment - they both shared a real understanding. Wat do you think of this situation? When i read it, i was like "gosh, it's realli got me touched!".. i feel for the boy in this story.. and if there is such a gurl whu has done that brave deed.. i praise her courage to stand up and help the poor boy..

wah.. muahahaha.. gp's gonna be a flop for me tis time.. wat da hell was da compre passage tokin abt sia.. hehe.. lahz.. bullshit je my wae thru.. but definitely got all da vocab wrds wrg.. yup, chck da dictionary oredi.. hehe.. la..la..la.. damn tired.. dunno y.. must be coz im still having my flu.. ArgH~~ must start revision oredi.. no time to waste.. i would like to end 2dae's entry wit this :

That feeling we get, after.
The beautiful kicks in.
Call it euphoria. Call it satifaction.
Call it endorphins?
Everything changes.
Your mood, your eyes, your skin, your mind, your feelings, your body, your attitude (can i add my hair as well??).
The way you stand, the way you sleep.
The whole wide world.
You change for the better every single time.
Shot from a cannon! Walking on the moon.
Sprung. Life-drunk.
You, the universe, the rest of humanity - it's all working for you.
How are you, after.
That is nikebeautiful.

(adapted from "after;nikebeautiful")

2 more days to my GP mid yr paper.. nah.. dun thk i'm gonna do well tis time though CA2 was reallly gewd.. haha.. but den again.. i follow my moods yea.. hopefully i wake up on da rite side of da bed tmr and sat den my daez will gewd all da wae.. damn, gotta wake up at 5 tmr.. be at toa payoh stadium by 7.30.. my stupid hp *s0rT* out again.. nw totally no vibration, hate it when peepz call or msg.. no vibration wat..slack lahz.. time for a change of hp i guess.. been 1 yr oredi.. oh daddy!!" time to get me a new hp".. hahaha..jus kiddin.. im nt gonna be a daddy's gal.. tt SUX big time! im independent.. ye, gurl PowER~!

stupid history teacher.. okie, i am so damn pissed off now tt i can literally kickbox whoeva whu comes near me.. damn! wat sort of teacher is he??? whu does nth, loses our essay scripts.. expects us to rewrite da essays again (for crying out loud, i havent got all dae u noe!)..in da 1st place: a teacher shd nt be misplacing impt stuff of da students whom have given him da trust of marking their essays and hoping to get those back.. wat else can he say ?? "oh, i think i have misplaced quite a few essays this term".. wat da!!!.. and heLL0!!! issit da students (our) business to take da trouble to write again da essays all over again!??~!?.. and he's got da cheek to even say hand in the next day.. whu u think u are.. ure da oni teacher in sch issit?? u think we dun have other assignments to do issit?? like wat, for 2 consecutive yrs teaching us still makes no difference.. all of us failed history.. if its oni 1 student , smth muz be wrg wit tt student.. but if its 1 whOLE COHORT failing history.. dEN SMTH MUZ BE WRG wit THE TEACHER!.. and sarcastic can he be.. to think he wrote stuff like "oh..WOW! REALLY?? " "NONSENSE!" in our test scripts shows tt he does NOT have (I REPEAT DOES NOT) a professional working attitude.. tt demoralises students to do well.. in fact, some have oredi given up hope on history.. all thanks to tt stupid MR LEE J.H.. instead of writing encouraging comments to motivate students to study like some other teachers did (and the method proved to work).. he gives sarcastic remarks instead.. wat sort of teacher is he? i guess he totally just doesnt have the slightest sense of compassion in him.. it's damn irritating..

~FrUstRatED!~



Funny things that need to be said
Hang around at the back of my head


Beautiful scenes and wild cries
Live in the images behind my eyes


Frightening things
Terrors and fears
Shivers in voices
Between my ears

There they sit
Like a cloud of vapour
They just won't come out onto the paper

So frustrated yeah
That i sat and swear
At thoughts that passed
Beneath the air...

cant wait for sports dae to come tis fri realli.. nt coz oni of da cheerleading thingie tt i wanna see.. but coz gonna slack out wit my long lost buddies siakz.. whu else.. da 15th scs arh.. damn, i miss "most" of dem.. nt all arh.. hehe..tis is straight frm my heart ah.. well2.. kinda pressured by parents wat else is new.. to perform well for da upcoming mid yrs.. mid yr u noe.. and its nt yet A levs.. feelin da pressure.. to those whu still haven felt da stress & pressure.. gd luck la!.. u guys dunno watcha doin to urselves.. haha.. damn, i'm doing a personal attack.. must be my inner evil self ni..haha. split personality.. well, i think its time 2 be mean.. yea, gif no hoot about stuff ard me nw.. less den 6 more mths and i'm outta tt stupid environment.. gawd.. life has been living hell since yr 2.. yr 1 was sweet.. i guess too sweet tt yr 2 ended up god proving to me tt life's nt alwaz a straight nice smooth path for u to walk on.. wake up morons out dere, dere's more den meet da eye.. expect a rocky road (sounds like a marshy-mallow nm).. to those whu have been havin a rather smoothflowing life journey.. expect da unexpected..
even da bez will be da fallen one fine dae.. tis i have gone thru and it proved too bittersweet to remember.. wateva.. haha.. dey 4got.. to offend a gal is da worst.. we gals are good at remembering stuff man.. even if it's like wat?? 10 yrs ago?? i betcha i still will remember.. every single detail to da core.. etched in memory 4eva.. i feel like sayin tis 2 some.. B***H! shd be easy for some" to figure it out rite unless ure a damn BIG useless moron.. gal, u betta watch ur back!ur life wun be as good as it is rite nw.. i may nt do anythg nw..doesnt mean ill keep quiet abt it.. u called me nms, i got a more professional wae deh.. at handling stuff.. unlike u.. childish immature brat.. sucker for guys!..

oh my gawd, i jus realise my blogger is kinda like in a pinkish hue.. why da hell did i chose tis color niwae.. WAOH!.. wat an exciting week i've had realli.. nv been tis buzy b4 siakz.. and im glad i kept myself bz.. hehe.. well, on fri, went 2 tis sec sch at sengkang - compassvale to promote da sch.. got nth betta to do though.. wish i was playing for da captain ball's competition held in sch tt time.. nv mind though.. got 2 eat out wit hadaa and ah lun.. hehe. 3 pigs.. we ate laksa and halal takoyaki at compassvale shoppin cntre (if nt for lack of money, we would have eaten more).. da banquet foodcourt da food dere all halal..kewl! den went hm at abt 6, was drag out by my parents again.. went to woodlands causeway dere go jalan2.. eat again (haiz, i thk i ate alot siakz) - da fried carrot cake was delicious siakz.. ate laksa again (my fav! hehe) and fried rice.. hehe.. plus epok2 and jemput2 pisang.. alot huh.. well, den on sat.. one kewl happening dae i had wit all my buddies siakz.. i actually sign up for da 3-hr marathon aerobics challenge consistin of hi-lo aerobics, hip hop & kickboxin (damn kewl!).. hehe, endurance is da key.. it's all in da mind..i felt great after da whole thing.. got my goodie bag & was off to eat out wit my buddies ina & suhara (su won a hamper!..hehe happy for her tt "makcik" as i alwaz called her..) we went to adik lin's place at beach road.. and we pig out as usual - i ordered mee hoon goreng & drank like a water tank.. ina ordered kebab ala j-lo.. (wat crap hehehe nama nak stylo).. suhara ordered roti john (1st time, i see roti john wit thousand island sauce) and we ordered french fries as well as satay.. my gawd.. piggers are we (i wonder how come we still nt fat - 0H! yea.. we often wrkout pe..) hehe.. can all we wan n nv grow tt much in SIZE.. hehe.. after tt.. chit chat chit chat.. sampai pukul 9.45 like tt.. ina gotta go hm. curfew at 10.. so we took a taxi home.. hehe.. had a great dae.. tml's da big walk.. too bad i nt going but doin hsewrk instead at hm.. nvm..hsewrk oso is a wrkout.. hehe.. ish! since when ni i soo enthu into wrkin out & fitness.. haha.. hmm.. next wk fri got SC makan gathering.. wanna finish up our balance of funds.. wah cant wait to PIG out again.. damn, my cuz's jealous tt i dun fat & she does if she eats jus a tiny wheeny bit.. heehe.. well.. wat can sae.. i lURve FOOD (self-confessed FOODIE nw) wit cravings often for cheese fries, kfc, desserts like ice kachang, sushi etc.. haizz..

wat a gre8t daE i've had so far.. Okie well i'm still bery SIck.. but hEY!.. ppl sae my voice "kinda GerEk".. hahaha sexy la tu.. eUGH! niwae, went 2 BMTC 2dae.. WAoH cam kewl giler.. nt Many cute guys.. ahaha.. but heCk Whu carez.. i see da FOOD oni.. yep.. as usual gals.. u noe.. go wild.. da Gals in my bus kinda got smitten wit tis chi guy.. i thk he's a 2nd LT.. nm... oni noe its chee wai.. wateva.. den.. i spottED tis cuTE (ok, nt tt cute ah) guy servin dessert.. nm.. firwan.. ttz all.. hahaha.. nth much abt tt plaCE basically.. but i guess our sch guys all like prepared 2 go in dere oredi.. hhaaha..ttz all for nw.. yikKES.. tmr PE siakz.. haiz..

todae.. as of saturdae..i've been pretty much siCk lately and it sux..haiz.. nose pretty much blocked.. havin a fever at 38.0 deg celsius.. as measured.. takin da stupid medication makes me wanna puke.. so sucky.. eugH!.. Gawd.. wish i was okie.. see la.. too much SofT dRinks & KFC etc.. hehe.. well, lookin at my scheule tis week.. i guess i'm gonna be reall! Buzy.. Tmr gotta help out wit da SPorts heats.. excused frm class at 130pm.. On WEd, excused frm class at 12noon.. coz goin on learning Journey to BMTC.. pulau tekong.. On Thursday & FRiday.. m0st probably involved in da cheerleading thingie.. gosh den on SAturday... can't wait for tis - Women's DAy OUT.. gonna hav lotsa fUn i guess doin aerobics, HIp h0p dancin & KickboxIn.. hehe.. Sundae.. dunn0 whether goin for da Semi-Muzikal of MCS.. haven bought da ticket though.. hehe.. well.. with a packed schedule like tat.. i cant afford 2 prolong my sickness.. ttz y doctor wanna gif me 2 days MC.. i ask for 1 dae oni... hehe.. cant sit still for long.. i muz alwaz be on da GO.. if nt, i think i'll get siCK more!.. ttz all for nw..

2dae sch ends for me at 430pm..shoot.. kinda feelin tired after PE - haha..watz new..conditionin n den play hockey 4 2 periods.. well.. tmr is my sistaz hockey match at ccab.. gonna support dem .. tis will be my 2nd time watchin a hockey match realli into it i guess.. psycho-ed by my sistaz.. hehe.. well.. im da oni non-sports fellow in da clique.. wat 2 do, muz balance.. cannot all sports ppl.. hehe.. niwae cant get 2 go for da guys' match against TPJC tis thurs coz i'm havin lessons till 515pm seh.. stupid timetable.. cant wait realli for tis sat impending Institute DAe.. well, a chance 2 be out of my hse.. hehe.. thkin of catchin a flick realli.. been long since i caught one. told my elder sis oredi n she's havin tots abt catchin a flick, yea since after tmr.. she'll be kinda free.. can booked her for "dates" hehe.. well.. i guess im fallin asleep in front of da comp as i type.. gosh and it's oni like wat? comin to 2pm.. sux la..

2dae.. short dae.. makin me happy a little.. after tis, gonna go out wit my fren go eat lunch.. boring ya i thk so.. but wat 2 do.. no life zZZ..niwae.. kinda missin sum1 rite nw.. alwaz on my mind it seems.. but wat reali went wrg.. damn.. i feelin so pissed off.. but haha.. i shall nt let it get 2 my emotions too much..if it meant 2 be, it will be no matter wat da results are.. so complicated life i have.. tt sux.. but at da same time kinda fun ..adventurous 2 experience ups n downs.. hehe.. life's a h.c.t.i.b haha.. felt like watchin a movie yet nah on 2nd tots.. no one 2 ajak out oso.. my frenz all either havin A divs.. or rather spent their time wit their other halves.. haiz.. i guess i'll go for nw.. hungry oredi..

2dae as usual .. is a loong dae 4 me.. tt sux.. niwae. i'm havin 3 free periods now seh.. nth betta 2 do.. CA2 jus over so can relak abit la.. hehe.. dunno i attend sch 4 wat when most of da teachers themselves often nt in sch oso.. haha.. so many free periods haiz.. life's been pretty up n oso down 4 me.. haiz.. met a long lost fren - communication was well all along.. but recently been in sum "miscommunication" i thk.. duno wat reali happen.. shoot~.. i guess shit happens huh. guess we kinda drifted apart again, so mayb tt fren's gonna be either M.I.Aing soon or jus go "lost" once again.. wat da heck (ooh, my language these days so good it seems.. i guess thx 2 my kakak - ina ah, for enlightenin me more on such wrds 2 use when da time is rite) hehe.. can't concentrate well these days.. dunno y.. The CA2 i guess gonna flop again or mayb jus mayb pass wit "flyin colours" haha.. shd hav studied harder n earlier 4 MOB but didnt, shd hav prepared 4 history but didnt.. normally i fail GP but tis time i pass so i expect da opposite 4 all my other subjects.. i guess wat is said abt me is true 2 a large extent (hehe like history source-based) - i AM a person (a TAUREAN to be precise) whu reali treasures friendship aLOT! n if a fren "brks up" da the frenship we had.. i thk im da emotional one lak.. ttz bad seh! yea, it's true i feel a strong bond 2 frenships n such.. reali treasure my buddies alot since i've crossed paths wit dem somehow.. haiz.. life's funny dunny.. wateva.. i wunder watz "dia" doin skrg... Sensitive, numbskull, adamant goondoo seh.. inother words - S.N.A.G hahaha