I'm glad that you asked me for lunch today, though i became confused after that coz you walked off the other way.. Was it sincerely asking me for lunch or randomly spewing out a qns just for the sake of asking that qns.. ??

I chose the seat first, you could have sat beside 'Deborah' but you chose to sit beside me instead.. Was it just plain normal circumstances for you, fated or pure coincidence for us?

I'm starting to able to predict the colour of your outfit each day somehow, I sort of have the sense but weirdly, it does come true the very next day. Are our minds linked without us realising it somehow?? I truly wonder.

I dreamt that you were driving a car once, and few months later you told me you have a driving license actually. How coincidence is that?

Well, know something. - after the movie "Dear John" - I felt like I kinda miss your presence. OMG. Am I like.. . . falling for you??

This can't be happening. It's complicated. I'm holding myself back and I think you are too. Sigh

Yesterday was a nice sweet surprise.

You said you weren't coming, so what made you changed your mind?

But of course, I maintained my cool and give away any signs tt I'm loving the moments.

But I thk it's you who's moving closer to me.

Like when u stood behind me, when you could stand behind others.

Like when you could walk beside others, but you walked beside me instead.

Like when you stood infront of me and look at me, when you could that instead to others.

Like the way when I chase you away, you acted "dejected and wanted to go home" but of course, it was all an act of cheekiness on ur part.

Sometimes, I get frustrated with you, sometimes I'm loving the funny, sweet, lame moments we had. The "insider jokes between us"...

Guess it's a "love-hate" kinda thingy.

Ok, Ms PauChai I'm soo sorry I dropped ur hp today. (still feeling guilty abt it) hee.. :(

Nway, I really wonder.. have you no one yet in your life???

This Q still lingers in my mind somewhere somehow..

Can't get to see u much these few days. Coz of HYPA. But I don't mind. Work comes first. Issit true of the rumours ppl say about u? If it is, ouhh heartbroken me.
Glad that we wore the different tones of the same kinda colour option.. we rarely wear bright colours. amazing!
Could that be the signal..?
LOL as long as u haven't "wake up".. I can't do much.. Seriously, I can do only soo much yet the results will still be the same. Ok wateva. I can't be bothered. Work is more impt to me rite nw.
Hoping to see the bright light at the end of the road soon.

Glad we chatted at least, aftr nt seeing each other the whole day.

I am wishing for those days during the camp. We were pretty close and chummy, so what happen?

You used come and find me and chat but now.. it's more of hi-bye, a smile here and there.
The jokes we shared, the lameness you had which made me laugh, all these warms my heart. The 3 days spent during the camp, getting to know you better as a closer friend made my 3 days so fruitful and happy.

I dun dare to say much to you these days. I dunno. Things have changed I guessed. Don't pretend like you dunno watz happening.. I'm sure you've heard, I'm sure you can sense.
Sigh. If I could only tell you that much...

But i guess I'm at fault too. My actions towards you when you come over and find me to talk to, I just roll my eyes at times and sometimes even shoo-ing you off as I'm busy.
Just wanna let you know so much so that I don't ever wanna lose you as a close friend.
It seems like we do have some affinity. But issit you? Or someone else>?

Dumb girl.
If you think writing in a blog doesn't get the Trs seeing what u write. Think twice. Dumb girl.
Win liao la even spell actual names. Didn't experience taught u to use pseusodynms or nicknames. .? (if your english isn't that good) How unaware u are. Oh no wonder I'm the T and u're the S. See.. S=ASS? Get it? Dumb.

Ohh wow, suddenly u inspired me to blog again. I'm very inconsistent in blogging. Can be a few mths den i blog. Wow! Should I thank you for the inspiration or anger in me or what..??

Shootz. Feeling emo. Oh well. Just wanna look forward to seeing his face and hearing the voice again. Reassures me always and that smile. A melt-in-my heart kinda smile.
Wth Ninie. U're not supposed to be liking him but den more n more each day, u find urself drawn towards him.. wATz tis?! lol