Werk has been relli tiring me out.. tat my health's been sufferin.. ehehe.. got tummy cramps n gastric pains frequently.. baru je yestd i vomitted a few tymes n i felt lyke wanna faint suddenly.. luckily my dear hubby cancel his ot last min n brought me to see the doc @ 12am.. jus imagine tat.. aww.. i feel so lurved.. he's sucha a gud hubby whu takes care of me his darlin baby gal relli well.. sumtymes i feel kinda bad after we quarrel, n i showd my temper n vent my frustrations on him..neva once he raised his voice at all at me.. am i bein too demandin n taking him fer granted..?? the more each dae i thk of him.. the more im soo in lurve wif him.. i hope nth comes betwn us.. realli afraid of losing him one dae..realli afraid tat the spark tat was once in the rship mite juz fade away.. juz lyke i c most in my fren's rships.. i truly lurve tis guy dun ask me y.. he's e' 1st guy unlyke the other guys .. whu made me truly lurved n special bein by his side.. he's e' 1st guy whu made me laff, cried.. broke my heart once.. mend it twice.. e' 1st to meet my parents.. 1st guy whu found out abt my strengths n weaknesses.. evrythg abt his sayang he noez.. i shd make an effort den to noe my hubby betta..

aww so swit rite. ?

....missing u as each dae passes...

wish u were by my side.
miss ur smile, ur frown, ur jokes, ur blurness...


ur touch.ur kiss.ur hug.
juz everythg abt u makes me blush.
thinkin of u moi dearie dae & nite.

but oni u don noe ..
of the heartache i felt....
each tyme we mizunderstood one another. we often did~

How I MET MY OTHER HALF

my gawd.. ive nt been bloggin fer a loonnngg tyme.. haha been rather bz fer the past yr lately.. esp wit my new job transfer.. im a HICS 2 (also known as Staff Sgt back in the SPF) in the ICA dept.. hehe.. my job .. easy peasy.. DUTY OFFICER job OR chckin of all sorts of vehicles lookin out fer contrabands and profiling/investigating suspected illegal workers.. kewl. n yea i oso hav a warrant 2 do tat. tis yr is a tuff yr mayb.. wat a a heavy responsibility.. well.. wat to do.. its my job..
haha.. oh well life's been pretty good i wd hav to admit.. got a good job, get a good pay.. wat else.. family's been gud too alhamdullilah~ n yea got attached yep in 2005. his name is juff. 22yrs. met him sumwher bwten ard Oct - Nov 05
standing @ 1.8m (hah.. im short!). n he's quite a cute guy i thk..hahaha
nasib baik we stay ard the west area.. tak jauh kalo nak jumpa.. hehe
well i met my dearie in an unusual situation i wd thk.. we wd alwaz c each other at the same point @ wrk.. but i duno y often he wd just look at me wit disgust i wd sae.. i mean ttz wat i see frm his look. while the other guys wd all tok to me.. tryin to get to noe me.. but of coz i wasnt interstd.. i had my interst in tat guy whu sort of "alienated" me frm him.. watz up wit him at 1st i tot so.. he's soo cold. later on i found out frm my galpal he wanted to get to noe me! but he was too shy.. coz he thks tt i was most probly attached to sumone else.. wat a letdown hehe..
gosh.. i was sOO hapy.. huh.. cant believe it sia.. he got my no. we started smsin & callin each other b4 we decided to start hanging out more often wit each other.. or shd i sae datin? oh well.. dere were no sparks firewrks wateva.. ttz.. nth but i felt good being wit him.. cosy!
hahaha.. fussy me. im happy now.. bery much.. though juff's alwaz gettin on my nerves.. lately esp. hehe.. wateva it is i still lurve him to bits.. & he alwaz reassures me tt he oni lurves me & his dearez mommy n no other gals.. hehe. though our work shift schedules alwaz clash he's in team charlie whereas im in delta.. so we oni get to mt on nite shifts.. otherwise i juz hope nth else gets in our wae.. haha coz he suits most of my criteria for a bf..well at least ttz wat i see.. when im sick he's alwaz lookin aftr me.. hehe.. makin sure i go doc, eat my med.. n get well fast. whn anythg hapens to me, he gets worried.. hehe.. guess its a torture fer him to be wif me.. but its a blessing fer me instead.. hahaha.. all i hav to sae is : im in lurve.