todae is da dae i set free ... from all da past sleepless nitez i have had so far.. tis will be da dae i take my last paper for prelims.. though it is nt da end of everythg but a mere beginning to an unthinkable "journey".. would it be easy after everythg has truly pass me by? not sure.. da ans is i will have to wait & see.. as for results wise.. i'm just countin my numbered days.. 2 weeks from nw i will have my mock exams thereafter it will den be da real thingy! scary but damn true.. face up da facts.. it will oni be ard 1 mth's time.. gonna push myself really hard, get da cert i wan & get da hell outta sch.. hehe.. prelims i dun thk i did so well.. in fact a few hiccups here n there which i'm gonna avoid repeatin back durin da As.. juz hope i get 2 A lev passes for both mgmt & hist (which is da ppr i'll be takin in an hr's time 2dae) ... n of coz an AO pass in GP .. at least a C5 (which is wat ive been gettin..damn).. or a B4.. hehe.. gud enuff.. econs i dun thk i got hope.. i screweed up my essay segment.. howz MCQ & DRQ & Case Study gonna help me?? not much i guess... hehehe.. signin off~

2dae i feel soo super shitty wit myself.. damn disappointed wit me myself n i.. y? coz i put in alot of efforts into studyin soo much.. damn! i knew da answers to da paper juz nw.. btw it was mgmt of biz paper 2 tt i sat for .. but whYYYY must da elbow cramp come on suddenly when i semangat wanna write alot.. ok, i admit time mgmt wasnt dere as well.. see lahz.. when i noe da answers.. cant complete da paper on time.. left out an 8 mks & 3 mks qns.. howz tat.. surely teruk case of marks i'll get.. haikz.. nvm.. i'll geared up for paper 1 man.. nv felt soo tensed up ..nt even like O levels time. tis is worst!.. couldnt sleep da whole nite yestd.. hehe.. oh well.. wat can i sae.. damn!

hmm.. 125 peepz hav seen my blog.. i wunder whu sey.. hey u guys whueva whu sees my blog yah.. yea u?! at least write a comment or smth so at least i noe uve been to tis blog of mine.. wateva la.. u all dun wan, cant force u 2 withdraw ur anonymity rite.. hehehe.. niwae.. been rather long since i put in an entry.. let'z see huh.. cant wait for my graduation ceremony actually, coz after tt can stay hm study... dun need to come 2 sch.. but i thk i'll still come anyway.. contradictory rite.. hahaha.. feelin outta sorts lately.. hmm.. disillusioned by all da stupid crap r'ships thingy my frens are goin thru.. haiz.. seems like guys r still jerks after all.. y nt all gals start turnin les?.. muahahaha.. watz da use of gettin together den brkin da other party's or each other's hearts.. sey! ttz wat u call love?? fark la! people!! wherz da lurve sey??!.. wat happen 2 all those 1st time u met u like each other..impressions sort? all gone i guess.. haha, blame it on "losing tt lurvin feelin towards ur partner" heh.. oh but can start lurvin another at da same time.. woaH.. how wunderful eh..n0w is i dun lurve, i dun hate but im juz closin doors on any potentials.. y? coz i dun wanna go down da same path as my frens did.. suffer for wat .. yea it gets to u if ure single .. so wat?! im single, livin life as it is, im lurvin it & ttz wat i wanna be, how i wan it to be.. yeah!..